My spirit fades away
And feelings disappear.
The choices that I've made
Have only put me here.
So many friends are gone.
So many things went wrong.
Now all that's left are broken pieces on the floor.
It had to end like this;
My story ends like this,
Searching for that something that I missed
So far away.
Stars shook brightly at night
Through meteorites and blackholes.
California's killin me
And massachusetts' all alone.
Do all my fantasies burn like this?
Do all the memories end like this?
Avenge me, I'm decaying.
For tomorrow's oath of doom
I would not see her go.
On this my choices loom
And sacred vows you broke.
So many things are gone
And so many friends went wrong.
The weight of guilt upon my back
Kills the feeling anyway.
Can't move forward,
Can't look back to her,
Anymore...
So far away.
Do all my fantasies burn like this?
Do all the memories end like this?
Avenge me, I'm decaying.
Now all that's left are broken pieces on the floor.
It had to end like this.
My story ends like this.
Searching things I missed.
I'm automatically in need of your grace.
You tear me down,
You build me up.
Avenge me, I'm decaying, lord.
She pierced my heart,
You fill my cup.
Avenge me, I'm decaying.