(I genuinely don't think women understand the effects and impact we have on you)
I talk bout love 'cause I been through enough
But I don't think you understand (because when a man loves)
I loved her with my heart, loved her with my soul (he loves with his entire heart)
And I did everything that I can (his being, his life, his soul)
So I'm writing this poem in the words of a man (but when he gets hurt)
Cuh I know that it hurts but you don't understand (by that woman that he gave his all to)
Do you know who I am 'cause I don't know either (he hurts)
It hurt so bad I'm a whole new man (so much worse, that woman might as well)
She shot me I felt it, she killed me (had a gun, put it to his chest and pulled the trigger)
I loved her, I'm begging, you feel me (that's how men hurt)
I been hurting this way for while (men hurt that way)
And it's fucking me up 'cause I'm losing the real me (and it breaks my heart, because)
'Cause I don't wanna change or become a player (they don't wanna be players)
But what can I do cuh my brains in danger (they don't wanna be fuckboys)
Major, major I feel like a stranger (they don't wanna have multiple streams of women)
I don't wanna change and become a slayer
(They wanna have one woman that they can come home to)
I just want one (lay their head down on her lap and just)
Do you, understand me? (vent to her, talk to her)
One woman I just wanna love (love on her)
But now I'm terrified to show all that stuff
(But they are terrified of going through the same)
'Cause what if I get hurt again (pain and hurt because they know)
'Cause yeah I know, it's fucking deep (how deep it feels)
Just cherish my soul 'cause it's been set free (and it's fucked up because)
And I'm so sorry if you bump into me (when they come across good women, like me)
Retrogress (they're so damaged they don't even know)
Thank you for listening (what the hell to do with themselves
Because they're just thinking to themselves
"It's only a matter of time before I get hurt if I put my all into this.")