Fapped the first time since u broke my heart Fuck i need some wine and some time apart And i'm probably not fine if i'm crying in your arms Just got back from the stupid trip Got drunk, bought porn, don't wanna talk about it But i guess i can't sink any lower than i did It's rolling, it's rolling And I can't control it It's working, let's work it Let's work it on out! I feel this flame that no one knows And when it got real dark i burned some old clothes I turned something into nothing, but that's just how life goes Well that's just screaming "i was here" And I'm leaning on the mantra "just one more year" But i hope i find my way out of the woods because the dawn is near So come and take my hand And lead me to the slaughter I'm not a perfect man I'll be a perfect daughter So come and take my hand I'll walk on boiling water I'm not a perfect man I'll be a perfect daughter