I don't know who I want to be
I don't know what I really need
But I know that I'm not even close
So I'll change everything standing in my way
And just try to be me
I fell in love with my own reflection
Didn't pay attention to our different little disconnections
I was blind every time
There were words between the lines we wrote
Lies that hurt the most got lost when lines were crossed
This isn't what I wanted
This isn't how I thought it'd be
I thought this would be easy
Now I've gotta get my karma corrected
Gotta go let 'em know that I won't be selfish
See myself through a new perspective
Take control of what I know
With or without it, no doubt about it
Karma's never on my side
I learned my lesson
No second guessing all this stress that's on my mind
It's not too late to make up for my mistakes
This isn't what I wanted
This isn't how I thought it'd be
I thought this would be easy
Now I've gotta get my karma corrected
Gotta go let 'em know that I won't be selfish
See myself through a new perspective
Take control of what I know
I don't know who I want to be
I don't know what I really need
But I know that I'm getting close to letting go