Dragging
What is the point now
Thinking
It's just a chore for me
Breathing
It's just a pain now
The mess I make each time I awake
The broken keys to the things that the eye can't see
Yes I'm fine
I'm making it up as I go along
And this is it
I'm playing along
The building blocks at my feet are just toys for fun
No you're never okay
You made it up because it makes me stay
Look it happened before
And it will happen again and again until I'm dead
You'll leave me
Father it's just a joke now
Wishing I never found out
Thinking the time is locked out
The venom speak each time I see the truth of this life and what you took from me
The memory of the safest me until you kicked it away
And you left me on my knees
Yes I'm fine
I'm making it up as I go along
And this is it
I'm playing along
The building blocks at my feet are just toys for fun
No you're never okay
You made it up because it makes me stay
Look it happened before
And it will happen again and again until I'm dead
It'll happen again and again until I'm dead
Dancing around the truth now
Knowing the time has come now
To cut it away
This part of me
This part of you that lives inside me
The memory of the broken dream
That caused me to bleed when I knew what I'd faced
I'm not a toy
I'm just a girl
And I had a heart until it died
Each time I cried
And I hoped that I'd find the will to
Yes I'm fine
I'm making it up as I go along
And this is it
I'm playing along
The building blocks at my feet are just toys for fun
No you're never okay
You made it up because it makes me stay
Look it happened before
And it will happen again and again until I'm dead
It'll happen again and again until I'm dead