They see l0key started coming up
And that fake sht turn to love im learning who to trust
I been stuck inside my head i smoke to loosen up
Swear my thoughts been running wild i cant keep losing just
Different women different times
And any time she call i press decline
Mmm mmm
I been on the road im on my grind
And a — like you ain hard to find
No
I cant show no sympathy
Uh focused on this money ex keep calling know she missin me
Know to see me leave that sht keep hittin deep
But fck it got no time i cant give love, I show it differently
Stacking up these bands
Uh
Need like half a milli know the motto no new friends
I cant be obsessed but im a fan
But i know love dont last forever I need cheddar in advance
Im a different type of man I put my pride aside when I know im wrong
Know if sht go left, i get right back cant leave that side alone
Fighting with my demons couldn't run so they just ride along
Hard to speak my feelings bottled up cause that's just all I've known
Uh
Guess that just how life goes
Family doubt my dreams they think that 9-5 the cycle
I know cash rules everything
But
Sht cant happen overnight tho
I guess they think I'm living with my eyes closed
Uh
Feeling damaged doing what i can
Been tryna change my ways my words keep slurring off this liquor and
I know they sense Im hurt but telling god has been the better plan
I know my time is money
I need change
But I cant waste it
Life is so much better when Im off the weed or wasted
While I'm faded
Thats my way of telling god that I cant take this
Told my little brother it's a war called life
And i just hope he's ready when he face it
My advice is just to never complicate sht
Im just saying
And
Never take sht personal
Cant ever see me hurt over some sht i know I cant control
I can't make assumptions i assume that ima make it tho
And on me by any means
I put that sht on everything ain losing hope
But
I know
Time goes cash flows coming up that was the basics
So
Uh
Ima work until its over for this money i ain waiting
They say patience is a virtue
Swear my enemy's my inner me
Still feeling hurt but that pain was something I worked through
Cant understand some things but there was no one that I could turn to
Life was something I learnt through
No wins ever gone come to you
Gotta work for that
Cant take a L then sit back let every L be a lesson learned
Old friends turned enemies cant stand the heat but let bridges burn
No Up next cause Im up now no industry I ain taking turns
Im taking mine by any means
Cant stress a thing
Im getting what I earned
But fck it we gone get through it all
Uh
Back against the wall cause who gone catch me if I fall
I know me so ima stay true cause they only see your flaws
See me up and its a round of applause
Shit wasn't easy ngga
Uh
Visions in my dreams
Had to focus up and better me cause sht ain always what it seems
They just see the views and streams
Fck the diamonds and the chains
I ain never need a thing
But a pocket full of green
Swear thats facts
Uh
Swear thats real
Uh
Down bad on my last i ain have sht they know how it feel
Uh
Weed sitting in the pack rather smoke that i ain taking pills
Uh
Fam think i need to chill know im on go they gone know the deal
Uh
They only see the views
The followers,
The monthly listeners
But they dont see the sleepless nights,
The side hustle,
Crying bc you know this ain the life you supposed to be living
Sincerely
L0key