I been sitting in my thoughts and I'm writing you this letter
Pop another xan but I'm trying to get better
Tryna get better, trynna forget her
Pop another yessir
All my love and my regrets
All of the things I never said
Blood in my ink as I'm getting to the end
Put my heart up in this letter that I'm never gonna send
Where were you when I was down
No you never stick around
Smoke this weed up out the pound
I'm conflicted, double vision
You were always inconsistent
For you got tunnel vision
On the stars I just been wishin
Now I'm smoking way too much
I been drinking way too much
Xanny save me from the devil clutch
Drown my pain designer drugs
Just another blue pill
Ain't no new thrill
Everytime you leave I just gotta climb a new hill
Know you getting money but I'm getting money too
Put it on the new bill
Your silence is a violence that I never could ignore
I would quit it all for you I don't know what's in store
And then you gonna go and cheat on the score
I know that I deserve more
Hittin other girls but it only makes it hurt more
You hate on my addiction but you only make it worse
Won't send you the letter but I'll dedicate this verse
I wrote a love letter to you
I don't think that I'll ever send it through
I just don't trust you
But look into my heart ain't nobody else above you