You asked me what I wanted and it all depends I been losing time to the rockstar meds With the hi-tech reds When I look into the clouds I see you looking down And I feel you all around Raindrops fall until they drown me Dying in designer like it shields me from the pain Feel you all around me Almost shed a tear when somebody say your name Everyday I'm getting closer to the grave Break me into pieces Even though you're gone I still hope one day you hear this So much that I wish I could tell you I've done I'm getting closer to the man we both knew I could become I have a tendency to fly a little close to the sun Hoping I see you up in heaven like a sign from above Cuz I know that you're out there talking to me You're the stars in the sky getting harder to see And I know that you're gone but it's hard to believe Cuz it feels like your spirit is following me And I know when I go I'll see you at the gates With a smile on your face trynna welcome me in And I hope you'll come home but that's not how it goes I'm alone but I need you to help me pretend Raindrops fall until they drown me Dying in designer like it shields me from the pain Feel you all around me Almost shed a tear when somebody say your name Everyday I'm getting closer to the grave Break me into pieces Even though you're gone I still hope one day you hear this