I finally found some hope
But where's the peace though
I tuck it in my pocket take it everywhere I go
And they ain't notice me
And they won't feel my feelings
I let my pride do all the talking so I know I'm winning
I'm lonely all the time
But screw it I'll be fine
I'll make it better in the morning when the sun will shine
And if it shines though
What will I think then?
Will I just pretend?
And do it all again
I've tried to make a difference
I can't even trust ambitions
I know God has intuition
But I feel I need control
I can't change the cycle
Going downhill on a bicycle
Rowing flowing so fast that I can't ever let it go
I don't know
Tell me where to go
I just feel so low
Head to toe
I can't even grow
I feel all alone
I got emotions I'm feeling now
I'm trying to make it to higher ground
I'm finally reaching what I have been seeking
But inside my head I'm still trying to relieve it
Make it stop
Make it stop
Man just stop
Recently I found true hope
Yeah I feel God's Peace now
Bestowed right in my heart I got no reason not to be proud
But not with pride rather the fact God right by my side
Cause God gone win the fights that I can't fight within my mind
I don't let time do its thing
I just let God do His thing
Because this time earth will end
And God will never fade
If by myself I know I'll end up in a cycle
Never ending just pretending
As I'm facing all these trials
As I'm facing all these trials I just look at them
Tell them thank for the perseverance that I built within
I notice people fighting battles all within their head
I tell them what I learned and point their hearts to God instead
I got hope for my future got a plan yeah it be set
I got peace that guard my heart and I can feel it in my chest
I no longer stress
I know God has paid my debts
I have true hope and I have peace
And now the door to joy is next yeah