So long I've been locked inside here Well I waste time and lay by the beach Well I tried to heal the past with palm trees Wish you cared enough to call me I don't really love you No one caught me in a better lie I don't wanna fall again I'm running out ahead time Leaving here and I'm not telling you why Giving up cause I'm not willing to try I don't really love you No one caught me in a better lie I don't wanna fall again It's killing me inside Leaving here and I'm not telling you why Giving up cause I'm not willing to I've gone silent on my end (Silence on my end) Cause I'm done lying to fit in Cause vanity the only virus I can't get I'm missing every bit of time with all my friends I reinvested every dime that I had left You know I wanted it all Blood on the ceiling you crawl Devil eyes I haven't missed you at all Petty lies I'm in denial your gone I hope you think of me sometimes Sometimes You know I wanted it all It's like they always say Nothing lasts And now we'll never be friends again I know you want to but I don't want that And now you're falling for somebody else Trapped in this lonely town Watching my dreams play out ♪ I stand by The dead can't die I don't really love you No one caught me in a better lie I don't wanna fall again I'm running out ahead time Leaving here and I'm not telling you why Giving up cause I'm not willing to try I don't really love you No one caught me in a better lie I don't wanna fall again It's killing me inside Leaving here and I'm not telling you why Giving up cause I'm not willing to Trapped in this lonely town Watching my dreams play out