Living cold Like I sold my soul And the only warmth is my flesh Never fold Like I'm made of coal And my heart is dark as it gets Better lie When they ask you fine Or else they gon find that you're messed Up in head Cuz you up and left But I know that It better for you And that's alright With me Cuz everybody usually just up And leaves Keep my memories when you were close to me In a locked box in the basement That's why I been underground Hate the thunder clouds Only bringing pain rain and unannounced Drama for the chills Mama God it kills I just wanna feel Wanna pay the bills Couldn't turn it down If the thunder clouds Came in flames and then Up and struck me down Drama for the chills Mama God it kills I just wanna feel Wanna do this all for you Make you feel like someone's there who cares for you When there's no one left inside an empty room I'll be there to hold you down forever Wanna do this all for you Make you feel like pain is wasn't made for you When the devil walks into an empty room I'll be there to throw him out forever Clouds surround The emptiness the bottles tried to drown Come down Don't reminisce just leave it on the Ground geronimo Now I gotta go I can't stay in a mind this dark and cold God I gotta grow God the pot of gold Left the empty pine box and found a soul Never let it go Metaphysical I think there for I am critical I am living for I am living for I am living for me and no one's Stopping me No apologies An IV for the need to be young and wild and free Bring the life in me Took the knife out bleed Better than elements in me that was crippling Keep the Listerine Now we keep it clean Dirt out my regime I find pride in me I did this I did this I did this I did this Wanna do this all for you Make you feel like someone's there who cares for you When there's no one left inside an empty room I'll be there to hold you down forever Wanna do this all for you Make you feel like pain is wasn't made for you When the devil walks into an empty room I'll be there to throw him out forever