Can you help me find myself
Can you help I need help
Can you help me find myself
Can you help me I need help
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm, cause I'm, cause I'm, lost, lost
I don't know where that I'm headed
I feel like I'm bout to go manic
Still searching trynna find peace
My past takes over cause I let it
Was on The Rabbit Trail, trynna find myself
Be happy is tale and I lie to myself
I need to breathe I keep drowning myself
I need to see that I need help
Cause I don't know what I'm gonna do
Cause what lies ahead coming soon
And that's me lonely all in a room
With no one around to talk to, no
I wish on the album I had more to say
Nobody cares bout words anymore today
Oh shit it's my birthday, was born today
Turned 21, somebody pour a drink
Don't drink cause I don't wanna escape
I just want to get through the day
Not be dependent from what I take
Learned from my parents I don't want their fate
Same reason don't smoke weed
Better not stand too closely
I feel like I don't know me
Take myself out I'm lonely
Cause no ones gon miss a REJECT
Suicide note you should READ THAT
Promise you that I MEAN THAT
Want everybody to SEE THAT
My whole life I was picked on
Full of rage man I was pissed off
Surprised when they found out I hit hard
I sit by myself then I drift off
To another world, where I'm feeling normal
Writing made up stories all in my journal
Made up people that's make believe
Plant my own roots, need the soil
What am I supposed to do
Everyone's gone that was close to you
My faith is like what is holster do
Keeps me from what I want to do
Can you help me find myself
Can you help I need help
Can you help me find myself
Can you help me I need help
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm lost
I'm so lost
Cause I'm, cause I'm, cause I'm, lost, lost
Yea, I've been lost for a minute
I can see my future but I cannot get up init
God is telling me that I should go after my vision
But the devils sits me down and convinced me that I should quit it
Init, kinda difficult that I can see my
Life is getting shorter and I do not get a re-try
Wish that it was simple and I wish my life would be fine
But the Devil's looking hungry and he told me it's tea time
Hold up, I just found a spark inside my mind
Back into the booth I go I'll put it on the line
I'm talking bout my life, my goal, my money and my time
I won't get it back but the difference is I feel fine
Every time I hit the mic open my mouth and start to rhyme
I, kill this stuff I start to feel better
Make songs from pain I write letters
Take off like planes but I never
Stay up, cause I know one day I'll be fed up
That's just how it goes, like a merry go
Spinning round and round until my head explodes
It's a mess I know, but it's how it goes
Wanna be free but I guess I'll never know
Never go, to the other side of life
It's like I'm stuck locked down I just hide inside
Until my body goes numb and my eyes go blind
If I got found they'd suspect cyanide