A victim of my own predisposition The antidote to all of my afflictions Left high and dry in a trench I dug myself My little slice of hell My little slice of hell How can I break free? I'm stuck between being found and finding me So afraid I can't escape In between being found and finding me Finding me These scars still burn despite what I have conquered My urge to change is only getting stronger Stagnant Despite my best intentions When will I learn my lesson? I never learn my lesson How can I break free? I'm stuck between being found and finding me So afraid I can't escape In between being found and finding me Was I doomed from the start? Keep up the masquerade or watch it all fall apart? What will be the catalyst? A new beginning The end to all of this The end to all of this How can I break free? I'm stuck between being found and finding me So afraid I can't escape In between being found and finding me Finding me