I can't get it out of my head, eternal rest Reliving loss every time an end's impending Ripping open old wounds of mine, new skin sewed over my exposed flesh For her, a lifetime waiting Bringer of all seasons In death, a gift of grandeur Aspiring to mend one life Through the debris of their souls, those bodies, torn, gutted Treasure of love, I kept safe, as death once promised Bearer of cessation, in time, reaching Alter past, become one with life Bring us back Fear me Abhorre me I'll turn back time Searching through pain and grief I'll create life Birthing Resurrecting Cessation I'm the bearer of cessation As I weep, aching and waning As you sleep, my hands softly reaching As we weep, infinity felt like years "Please stay here I thought you could never leave Please stay here My love please remain with me Stay with me I dreamt I would see you breathe Don't leave me Please just come back to me..."