At a time where I didn't know what to feel At a time where I got no chance to heal At a time where I had no wings to fly At a time where I had to say goodbye My only goal was to keep myself alive And not to act in the heat of the moment My only goal was to keep myself alive And to keep calm in the heat of the moment In the heat of the moment What have I become? What have I become? At a time where I didn't know what to feel At a time where I got no chance to heal At a time where I had no wings to fly At a time where I had to say goodbye Life can be so hard No matter what you try to do I am lacking clarity All I need is a helpful clue Why do I still seek a life without any sadness or agony? When I know anyway that's just part of life When I know anyway that's just part of life At a time where I didn't know what to feel At a time where I got no chance to heal At a time where I had no wings to fly At a time where I had to say goodbye What have I become?