My goddamn life is a suicide From the day i remember death has been by my side Like a remembrance of mortality Some things can't be fixed They can only be carried I'm a freak i am a failure I'm condemned to this life This truth or dare Is not for me to decide Crawl in the dirt again My goddamn life is a suicide A dark angel walks by my side With a gun into my mouth A friend of steel that never lies I'm a freak i am a failure I'm condemned to this life This truth or dare Its not for me to decide I crawl in the dirt again I'm back in the shit again The taste of steel that makes me real Makes me cry again My fkd up life was a do or die Now it's time to say goodbye I say goodbye to nothingness That was my so called life I'm a freak i am a failure I'm condemned to this life Now it's time for me to dieeeeee From the cradle to the grave nothing has changed From the cradle to the grave I craaaawwwlll