I might be the bane of my darling's existence But she might find a home in my hungering flames I get so consumed by the birth of my vision That I don't have no shame in the things that I am I don't know how else I should feel But I've been drinking twice my weight I can't condemn myself to Living inside the many mistakes I've made I don't know what else I could do But I've been patient all my life I can't just live inside the memories Of the frivolous things I write And so I'm shaking it all away, shaking it all away All of the pain it brings Shaking it all way, shaking it all away All of the self doubt And so I'm shaking it all away, shaking it all away All of the pain it brings Shaking it all way, shaking it all away All of the self doubt I could spill my thoughts here, and hope that you listen And they might resonate in your mind when I'm gone Cause I won't find a hint of the things that I'm missing But I won't say a word if I feel like I'm wrong I get so distraught when I think of our distance But I can pay my bills off right here in these keys You know if I tried I could keep it consistent So I won't compromise in the words that I weave I don't know how else I should feel But I've been drinking twice my weight I can't condemn myself to Living inside the many mistakes I've made I don't know what else I could do But I've been patient all my life I can't just live inside the memories Of the frivolous things I write And so I'm shaking it all away, shaking it all away All of the pain it brings Shaking it all way, shaking it all away All of the self doubt