Prayed to myself, I never do Reached for my thoughts They were all caught up In my mind I felt like a fool All I wanted was thoughts of you I thought about giving in, I thought about it I thought about giving up, I thoughr now but... You cannot make my mind up, I thought I'd let you know Too tight to work it out, ok, I'll start again Left me on the shelf Drank with the flies Lie on my back Started on a black day Burned through my clothes then touched my skin Eyes stared at me, smiling You cannot make my mind up, I thought I'd let you know Too tight to work it out, ok, I'll start again I've had that image burned in my mind Blank stare like a posture child Staring blankly you couldn't see that what eating at you Was eating me, eating me... I thought about giving in, I thought about it I thought about giving up, I thoughr now but... You cannot make my mind up, I thought I'd let you know Too tight to work it out, ok, I'll start again You cannot make my mind up, I thought I'd let you know, you know Too tight to work it out, ok, I'll start again I thought about giving in, I thought about it (I'll start again)