Lately we've been wrapped up in some mad shit
Can't feel you through the commotions
And even though it's unspoken
It's almost like you want me to be sad, shit
You're playing with my emotions, I cried myself a little ocean
That I'm now swimming around in
Me and my old habits
I clearly see a pattern, I never learn my lesson
And it don't really matter
If it's you or some other no
If it wasn't you, some other dude would turn me black and blue, yeah
And all my friends keep telling me
Oh my god, why don't you grow up
A broken heart ain't a pretty colour
Better switch it up, to old for that stuff
Get a real day job, what the fuck
Well I probably know better
I just don't put in the effort
So I settle for lesser
Admit my defeat, I rinse and repeat
I've tried Tinder, I've tried bars
Friends of friends and backs of cars
I still wasn't able to find something stable, no
It's all good when in the dark
But as soon as the lights come on
I run out of patience
And I leave for the next one
And I can't find the balance, a use for all my talents
I clearly see a pattern, I never learn my lesson
And it don't really matter if it's me or another no
I find a way to waste my day so it all stays the same, yeah
And everyone keeps telling me
Oh my god, why don't you grow up
A broken heart ain't a pretty colour
Better switch it up, to old for that stuff
Get a real day job, what the fuck
Well I probably know better
I just don't put in the effort
So I settle for lesser
Admit my defeat, I rinse and repeat