(Trust me you don't wanna know)
(What is in my fucking mind)
(Wish I could just walk and go)
(Tired of this fucking life)
(It's just me and just my thoughts)
(All alone, I'm stuck inside)
(I am tired, lost all hope)
Trust me you don't wanna know
What is in my fucking mind
Wish I could just walk and go
Tired of this fucking life
It's just me and just my thoughts
All alone, I'm stuck inside
I am tired, lost all hope
I could never win this fight
You still see me as a ghost
You don't care if I should die
Find me hanging by the rope
I'm not sure you'd even cry
Take a look at songs I wrote
Only this I left behind
These are my suicide notes
Bitch, I will not say goodbye
You know that it's fucked
When demons that are living in your head
Make you believe
That you don't wanna fight no more
And only way to get some rest is
Whеn you have a gun aimed at your head
Bitch, I'll haunt you whеn I'm dead
You will feel the way I felt, yeah
All my love was pure
But you could not see what I meant
I kept on trying, kept on crying
You just could not look behind these
Pessimistic thoughts, and all those tears
I swear to god my only fear
Is seeing you with someone else
But I can't even love myself
I will haunt you
Maybe you will feel too
What I felt when I was missing you
Wishing I was kissing you