I'm looking for the courage to end it all One night blessed with depressing & It's all gone Oh please lord help me Please lord help me Gone forever, show yourself Give me the push I need To finish what I've started When it's all done So many happy faces Smiling in a row Standing over my casket No more lies Gone forever No more hate Gone forever Dead & gone It's what we all want Or at least believe I'll trust my instincts So please, lord I was once a lovely boy Full of life Full of love Aspiration Motivation Full of life Please lord help me Gone forever Show yourself now Give me the push I need To finish what I've started I'm looking for the courage to end it all To end it all One night blessed with depression And it's all gone Oh please lord help me It's all gone So now I need to help to kill myself In the name of the Father In the name of the Father, Son, & Holy Spirit Amen