Fuck A cold chill always resting in my bones My words & thoughts will remain unknown No one will ever see The appalling darkness that rests in me I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear The curse of life Contemplating every single fucking fear Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair (kill me) Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the fucking chair There's something calming about my body just hanging there We all smile & pretend that were okay But life's a bitch it gets harder everyday Why am I so empty? Why? Will this ever go away no Why? Won't this go away I always find myself on my knees Looking up at you for the answers For the questions that I seek Are you there can you help me? I sit & stare expecting the Earth to stop I can't fathom what has come over me Nobody sees it Nobody feels it Dear God do you think I'm insane? Can you hear me? Do you feel me? I isolate myself like a prisoner on death row No place I like to call home This feeling that rests in me I turn it off so no one will see I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear The curse of life Contemplating every single fucking fear Tie the noose around my neck & kick out the chair Kick out the chair (There's something calming about my body just hanging there) I don't want to be here We all die alone That's how our story will close Am I scared are you scared are they scared? So say your prayers so you know you're prepared