Once I looked into her eyes Swore I'd never say goodbye Kiss my lips and touch the sky I'm alive for the first time Passenger seat of your car Drive away and let's go far Far away from this whole town I'm too high don't let me down Cause I like to forget So I put on my headphones And we'll sit in silence as we stare into the sea What the fuck is wrong with me I ruined my destiny Cut to see if I still bleed But I don't feel a thing I don't feel a thing As I lie awake at night With all my thoughts I do fight Dissociate from my friends And from myself til the end Burn up in the atmosphere Before I even come near Some semblance of feeling land Won't you please just hold my hand But you're mad And I'm mad Cause I can't understand How you feel but Sometimes I don't even feel real What the fuck is wrong with me I ruined my destiny Cut to see if I still bleed But I don't feel a thing And my life is one big mess Had to get this off my chest Had you lost you in a sec And I don't feel a thing Once I looked into your eyes Swore I'd never say goodbye Goodbye