Neverminding nirvana, karma the backdrop
I'm impatiently waiting cause you're the bad cop
I would sit in this cell if you wouldn't act up
(But I don't care)
Elevating the situation is bad luck
Overrated a simulation of bad trust
I've been constantly contemplating to fess up
(So go ahead)
Something in your eyes they hide
Serotonin high is denied
Can you feel the rising tide
When you're stuck in the sea?
Summoning the right to shine
Always underlying, it's time
Don't you wanna try and resign
That means nothing to me
Don't go, fuck me up
I don't really think I've had enough
Cause I, I, I'm your new disease
I don't want this life
Don't really want to be your alibi
Cause I, I, I've been losing sleep
Baby spare me those excuses, It's all making sense
When I confronted you, you told me that "it's all in your head"
I guess those texts that you sent they must've autocorrect
I read exclusive, but really you meant you and your ex
(Damn, word)
I guess I must've missed the memo
I was way too busy trusting you to second guess your M.O
I should've realized the extent of those real lies
When realigned in real time that you the devil
But he would never settle at your level
Red bottoms from the blood of broken hearts on your stilettos
Really something special how you wrestle with my mental
All them mind games, god damn you deserve a medal
Don't go, fuck me up
I don't really think I've had enough
Cause I, I, I'm your new disease
I don't want this life
Don't really want to be your alibi
Cause I, I, I've been losing sleep
So now I'm terrorizing you all night
I'm impractically displeased
I got you terrified so you won't try to catch me
On my knees
Don't go, fuck me up
I don't really think I've had enough
Cause I, I, I'm your new disease
I don't want this life
Don't really want to be your alibi
Cause I, I, I've been losing sleep