Listen, I know that we've been done for a while now
But there ain't no closure so i thought i'd speak my heart now
You wanted a new dude, that cool, I understand
But you could a let me know, that's the part i cannot stand
Did you say no? No you just up and left
You took my heart with you it was something deft
Counting all the times did i do something wrong
To lose a love that we both said was so strong
All you ever had to say was you were done
It would have hurt but much less than your desertion
I wanted more but I would have settled as a friend though
I'm the love slug but you, you're the black widow
Or so you told me on a long night's talk
I remember many hours spent on hikes and walks
I'm not the type to carry on resentment
But you never should have left while returning the sentiment
After you left I knew to move on
But in my heart I was asking 'Could I move on?'
I had to try and I started making progress
And so regardless of thoughts that I harnessed
I'd find a new love, replace the old one
While thinking you'd be back to the one I was holding
And then you messaged me, 2 years after diappearing
Tears welling in my eyes here comes that feeling
Then you told me that you missed me - miserable
And you said that you'd be back again - miracle
And then you asked if I would wait for you
And you knew that I would cause that's what i do
2 Days later you messaged me frantic
I didn't understand why you were in a panic
I started questioning before another exodus
Turns out that your boyfriend read your messages
If I'm being honest, and I am I promise
I'd be lying if I said what you did was harmless
I think of what we had and what could of been
But it just wasn't meant and so it wasn't then
I'm not writing this to make you feel bad
It's just my side of the talk that we should have had
There's two sides and I often wish I had yours
But that's past and locked up behind doors
This is my way to lock up this loose end
I'm shattered that it seems that I lost a true friend
I'm hoping that you're happy, have all you ever need
That your family's full of glee and bound to succeed
I pray that all your dreams come true
When I look up to the skys, yeah I'll look for you
I'm truly hoping that this finds you well
Maybe one day we'll be friends again, time will tell