I hide my shame I hide my guilt I run through my life Behind the walls I've built And maybe I deserve the pain Or maybe that's the illness Telling me I'm not okay When I don't wanna feel it And I know today That I can't look back And I know today That I am not my past I am not the demons in my brain I am not the suffering I am not the pain Oh I am me, I am great I accept choices I've made And that's okay I'll be okay Wonder how I got here How I made it through I'd do it for myself But mainly I do it for you And someday I'll be happy Someday I'll love myself 'Cause I know I am worthy Of both freedom and of health And I know today That I can't look back And I know today That I am not my past I am not the demons in my brain I am not the suffering I am not the pain Oh I am me, I am great I accept choices I've made And that's okay I'll be okay I'll be okay