I was sober for the first time in a year today
It's kinda crazy cuz things haven't been going my way
But how can my mind be open when I'm always drinking and smoking
You can drown in your issues, I'm tired of feeling hopeless
Life in my adolescence been tougher as I learn to cope with
A day without vices to quit but I was hoping
That I could recover and just live a normal life
See this world through my eyes, instead of all of these lies
In the ocean
We lost ourselves
Ourselves
In the ocean
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave
I sit and reflect often
But don't ever speak often
Thats why I'm always stuck in my mind
I just don't wanna cause problems
And don't wanna be the problem
I think I'll open up when it's time
But it's never time
I never will
Moving through my life while standing still
The car is driving down the road, but without wheels
Always reminiscing back when I could feel shit
In the ocean
We lost ourselves
Ourselves
In the ocean
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave
Where'd the time go
I'm out of high notes
I'm mining for diamonds
But finding rhinestone
Walking the tightrope
Think I know everything
But what do I know
I don't
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave
Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse
I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts
I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave
This life is a tidal wave