I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today My mind is stuck in outer space It's in between the things I wanna be I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today Just be alive today Just be alive Why do I do this to myself Every time it feels like I'm in hell yeah Maybe this time I'll get help That's a lie it ends the same way every time and nah Maybe all this is my fault I get to feeling alright Then I destroy it all Then I destroy it all Lost soul lost soul till I fall I fear to myself I might lose it all Lost soul lost soul till I fall I fear to myself I might lose it all I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today My mind is stuck in outer space It's in between the things I wanna be I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today Just be alive today Just be alive I was 15 popping pills Thinking back I coulda wrote my will I was riding skateboards round the neighborhood Thinking bout where the time done went and I Lost a few friends along the way Learned I never got time to waste When you're at your worst you gotta make a change But it's hard to get thru the day to day Bullshit I been going through it When I say my problems out loud they seem stupid That's why I have my vices in this life and I abuse em I don't know how long that I can keep up with these bruises I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today My mind is stuck in outer space It's in between the things I wanna be I don't wanna die I just don't think that I can be alive today Just be alive today Just be alive