I made a choice that I can not defend
I could lose it all, I could start again
And in the night when I can hear a voice
I released the beast, deep inside my soul
So just one helpless failed experiment
To become a speck in the infinite
As every moment recorded and archived
And transferred onto someone else's life
I can't explain what it is that I feel right now
It's just an ask for help
And if I try not to feel what I have inside
I fear I'll never know
I can't remember the last time
I got this close to feeling
Nothing to feeling that I
Could be detached from
Everything where do I start
How do I fall
Back into place
Where do I begin?