My father told me To aim for the stars I wished upon them But I'm still not off the ground I have my days where I can barely move Can't find a way to see any good And I've carried this weight since the day I was born But I don't want to live like this anymore My mother told me I was looking tired I said don't worry That I'm fine But I'm a liar I have my days where I can barely speak When all my strength was leaving me I begged my knees to let me off this floor I don't want to live like this anymore It's like the wind It's always there It's always pushing in Breathing down my neck To disagree with everything No doubt it will find its way again I know I know, I'm a nervous wreck ♪ And I have my days where I can barely move I can't find a way to see any good I've carried it's weight since the day I was born I've seen it cast it's shadow around Like soldiers marching against the crowd I've lived in doubt so long now that I'm sure That I don't want to live like that anymore I don't want to live like that anymore I don't want to live like that anymore