Aw John I've been thinking about you I'll ask How have you been It's not supposed to work now But we can't explain What happens to me Eye line meets my gaze Aw John Was it something I said? Calm down And come back to bed Is there a future where I see you walking And I don't slink down Under the steering wheel Is it dumb if I told everyone And I beat against the wall 5 years til he's just like me And I know I fucked up- Hi John I'd be so happy if you just called I'd be so happy I wouldn't even bring up what happened Aw John I'd welcome you with open arms you know I would Or maybe you don't But I'm telling you now I would Do you hear me? Aw John It's time to look back at my face again It's time to let the feelings flood in It's time to let the light on again, John