What's going through my mind? Years pretending be a man who live a life Many choices to improve what I have done I don't see it happen It just can't be molded back My throat closes when I take a breath Waking up at night to erase my pain Death will come and I'll no longer be afraid Cold sweating hands and a gun pointing to my head Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! I need to leave the world that I neglected Massive second thoughts is the reflection of my world If I face the death, no compassion to myself! Close to meet the end across the bridge of psychosis Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! Excruciating, Lies took my life away Piercing My soul to its very end Choking, Until I fade to dim again I resigned To exist, Self aggravated I asphyxiate! Can't breath I asphyxiate!! Life suffocates me!!! Excruciating!!!!! My world is changing fast in a merciless confinement Running to nowhere the freedom nevermore exists Engines in a world without any kind of hope Dominates the world as you've never seen before My throat closes when I take a breath Waking up at night to erase my pain Death will come and I'll no longer be afraid Cold sweating hands and a gun pointing to my head Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia! Asphyxia!! Asphyxia!! Asphyxia!!