We can admit it's not a phase We can admit I'm kinda fucked up and I'll never change We can admit I ain't no saint We can admit when it gets real I just run away My Heart is a black hole Think you need to back up It's hard to explain I'm an asshole It's hard and I can't cope Think I need to act up And push you away like a bad joke I'm trying to understand what you see in a man like me I feel ugly Like you ain't give a damn about me And I can't believe you can love me But you do, what you do And you make me feel like I can fly When you do what you do And it makes me feel like I should try when you do I can be a lot to deal with I cannot control my feelings Honestly, I kinda fear it My resolve is not the clearest I don't want you to notice So I don't lose your focus Doing my best to hold your breath Please don't lower my dosage Ain't non that I can fix But you know all my tricks All my scams all my plans everything in my head I'm trying to understand what you see in a man like me I feel ugly Like you ain't give a damn about me And I can't believe you can love me But you do what you do And make me feel like I could fly When you do what you do And makes me feel like I should try Cause you always see the best in me somehow When I'm on my knees begging please just let me drown So I'm here loving you Thank you for loving me I hope I don't burden you Hope you get enough of me