Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
On the bathroom floor with a blade in my hand in a puddle of piss
Over coming darkness thinking where
Did shit go wrong if its coming to this
Take a bottle of the Advil, hoping it'll kill me if I only go to sleep
It's to late to go back now, shit,
So I slit my wrists now I'm in this shit deep
Looking at the blood run,
A couple drips then shit now it's on like a puddle
Now I'm in trouble,
Nothing I can do right now, only run for my shuttle
Blood started gushing I could feel my soul was
Rushing, I fucked up and now my former self is leaving
Everybody get they reasons and,
This shit is all exterior, no more internal bleeding
I remember when I was a little kid,
Hide in trash can lids always suffering abrasions
I would always talk to my friends like,
"Time and time again another day another beatin'"
They say time heals all wounds,
But I've been fucked up ever since I was a child
So troubled and wild,
Why you think in every school picture I never did smile
Ain't been happy in a while
But I remain humble, they tell me I'm an animal,
What the fuck else you expect? I grew up in a jungle
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin' before my son come in and see me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
And now I'm all fucked up with a
Bullet in my chest and I'm prayin' to Jesus
Never did before,
But fuck it if I go right now they'll be like why they leave us
It's funny how niggas all get to
Praying when they get up in a situation
If you go right now in the end,
Do you think God is the one you'll be facin'
Maybe it could be satan, shit maybe nobody could be waitin'
Maybe we all end up in a fuckin' box
With a lid on top, shit is up for debating
But the fact of the matter is if I
Don't know then you don't know either
Brain washed as a kid to believe in
Your parents' beliefs, just ask the preacher
I was in the corner by myself looking
At the other kids, knowin' I was different
I was gifted, and it's been that way ever since I was an infant
Brain off in the distance, Never thought my shit could be rattled
Lost in a den,
'Cause I'm knowin' I be off in the pen if a nigga do tattle
One bite of an apple, niggas sufferin' the root of all evil
People that get shot and stabbed,
But nobody laugh at the murderin' of all people
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleedin'
Thinkin' 'bout leavin', before my son come in and see me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
In the bathroom with a glass half full, but I feel half empty
Stumbling drunk, barely can walk, "Do you wanna take another shot?"
Don't tempt me
I will have enemized my own life from my own actions
Learn from mistakes and every move
That a nigga make will cause a reaction
I blacked out last night all that I can recall was I was faded
Standin' on top of a rock at a bonfire screamin' "I fuckin' made it!"
My life I fuckin' hate it, I'm a full blown alchy
My life's in danger,
They tell me I'm a perfect stranger, just like Balki
Feelin' so independent, feelin' like I was killin' 'em,
Walkin' up on a station,
I'mma hit 'em with venom like it was ten of 'em
Fill 'em with??
And then murder 'em with the verbal and people'll call it venomous
But shit, that's only life for the
Moment, how can I win when time's my opponent?
I don't care so I'mma keep winnin' and
Push to the wind like I've been annointed
I've been avoided by the whole world
'Cause a nigga only had one pair of clothes
Sleepin on the sidewalk,
Right there on the sidewalk, you people don't know
And now I'm all fucked up on the
Bathroom floor just sittin' here bleeding
Thinkin' 'bout leavin',
Before my son come in and catch me not breathin'
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are
Walk Beneath the sun, Lie beneath the stars
We grow upon the earth, And this is what we are