No one has to see me come undone But sometimes I get lost and I'm reeling One touch and I'm back to the start So I'm leaving I forgive but can't forget this abyss 'Cause my spirit is caught on the ceiling One lift brings me right back to it And I'm healing Will I wake in the morning? Will I sleep through the hours? Am I close to the edge Or am I stepping out? Closed in Forced myself to burn this bridge And it's dangerous ground That I'm walking Nothing's gonna bring back the world I was born in Open my head to let Peace swarm in I'm not mourning the loss Of my curses No man ever turned down a flame When it's burning Is this some kind of knowing? Holding tight to the rope How does it feel to be free When I let it go? Inch by inch of this stairway As I approach the sun Now I know where it is But it's already gone