Stick the needle in Run through my veins A momentary lapse No longer feel my pain The pressure is building Will I sink or swim? In a world that hates me A battle I'll never win Trying to escape Something I can't run from I'm holding myself back From feeling what's real Can't hide from myself Because I won't go away It's taking a toll As I slowly decay I look in the mirror Don't like what I see Maybe another hit Will help comfort me I'll close my eyes See what tomorrow brings... Open my eyes To start a new day I'll make things right Change my old ways But I can hardly breathe The stench suffocates me Confined by four walls Darkness surrounds me Is it too late to turn back And do things over from the start? Erase my past mistakes I deserve another chance But there's no turning back When it's all over.