Out of the blue I'm in the bleak streets below my window A blur of faces that leaves me feeling despondent and cold Facing a future full of death and debt growing like an abscess Ridden with anxiety I feel myself lose control A world that thrives on pain and misery Just trying to fight breeds insanity Everyday. Feel the weight of the world That's just the way of the world Pinning you down until you're lifeless and limp That's just the way of the world To wade through the pain, overcome the misery Just staying alive is revolutionary Everyday. My mind's erosion All emotions have kicked into overdrive I want to scream, there's little left to say I understand the fact that No one makes it out of here alive I just want to make it through today.