When I look up, yeah, all was in vain
I wasn't enough, now my mind can't think
People just tell lies, devil was a good liar
Caught in a trap, now I'm prolly insane
Face down, think I'm losing this game
All I got is the fear and the shame
Realize some things just can't change
So sad that it just won't change
Think got demons in my head, on my mind
I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes
Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind
I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes
I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke
Hold up, the cup, throw up, now, what?
I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke
Hold up, the cup, throw up
Damn, this shit my world spinning
I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain
Damn, this shit my world spinning
I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain
I may be silent, but lemme tell you that I'm violent
Never know exactly what I'm thinking
So sick in the mind and I'm sinking, yeah
You think that you know me? You don't
You think you can drag me? You won't
You think I'm so easy? Now go to hell
Tell the devil, I'ma slap you both
And tell you, "What's wrong?"
When I look up, yeah, all was in vain
I wasn't enough, now my mind can't think
People just tell lies, devil was a good liar
Caught in a trap, now I'm prolly insane
Face down, think I'm losing this game
All I got is the fear and the shame
Realize some things just can't change
So sad that it just won't change
Think got demons in my head, on my mind
I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes
Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind
I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes
Damn, this shit my world spinning
I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain
Damn, this shit my world spinning
I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain