I've been longing for someone Calling out my name Make me feel more than just a pawn Waking up its all the same Every single day Waited for so long now numb so gone (It's all my fault) Always drink alone I feel how it rains So I drink alone I'm always on my phone None checking up on me Feeling so unknown It's all my fault But I don't wanna die too young no So don't give me the choice Cause shit be too exhausting Its something that I'm lost in Tunnel vision, I got that tunnel vision But I'm still waiting cause I've been longing for someone Calling out my name Make me feel more than just a pawn Waking up its all the same Every single day Waited for so long now numb so gone Yeah I remember when I told you 'bout it last night That I got demons in my bed that hold me latched tight With a pressure on my chest and I'm afraid that When I wake up, I'll have a heart attack And I'll collapse for sure Please stop, cause I don't wanna die too young no So take away the choice Cause shit be too exhausting It's something that I'm lost in Tunnel vision, still got that tunnel vision But I'm still waiting ye I've been longing for someone Calling out my name Make me feel more than just a pawn Waking up its all the same Every single day Waited for so long now numb so gone