I'm tellin You to trust me
You think that You know me
Loving me ain't healthy
But You do it plenty
Telling me to trust You
Good thing that I know You
Do I love or lust You
I think I should just confront you
But what do I really have to lose?
You know I got a weak spot just for you
I know I ain't supposed to be with ya
But when I'm with ya
God is out the picture
Lately, I've been really thinking that I gotta fix up
Lately, I've been really
Tryna hide the real me but only temporarily
And when my heart needs surgery
I put a band-aid on it
So God what is the benefit
Of living life reckless for the heck of it
Only checking you
When I'm collecting sh—
Tell me what's the benefit
Of saying I'm with you just for the benefits
And then it's
Forgetting all about you and escaping this
Harsh reality
Do you see what it truly means
To be free
Or are you gon pack your bags and leave
Man, did I hurt Your feelings
Tell me if I hurt Your feelings
Tell me how You're really feeling
Tell me if there's anesthesia
That could come and numb this feeling
Tell me how my hearts still beating
Tell me how my hearts still bleeding
And when I'm crying on my knees
Tell me if You still hear it
Tell me if I need a surgeon
Tell me if this band-aid's working
Does it just hide my scars
I've ran so long so far
I'll just put a band-aid on it