I'm tellin You to trust me You think that You know me Loving me ain't healthy But You do it plenty Telling me to trust You Good thing that I know You Do I love or lust You I think I should just confront you But what do I really have to lose? You know I got a weak spot just for you I know I ain't supposed to be with ya But when I'm with ya God is out the picture Lately, I've been really thinking that I gotta fix up Lately, I've been really Tryna hide the real me but only temporarily And when my heart needs surgery I put a band-aid on it So God what is the benefit Of living life reckless for the heck of it Only checking you When I'm collecting sh— Tell me what's the benefit Of saying I'm with you just for the benefits And then it's Forgetting all about you and escaping this Harsh reality Do you see what it truly means To be free Or are you gon pack your bags and leave Man, did I hurt Your feelings Tell me if I hurt Your feelings Tell me how You're really feeling Tell me if there's anesthesia That could come and numb this feeling Tell me how my hearts still beating Tell me how my hearts still bleeding And when I'm crying on my knees Tell me if You still hear it Tell me if I need a surgeon Tell me if this band-aid's working Does it just hide my scars I've ran so long so far I'll just put a band-aid on it