I'm gonna kill myself I'm gonna end my life Fuck have I been waiting for I'm doing that shit tonight I'll use a foolproof method I'll make sure it gets done I'll make sure that my parents No longer will have a son I've got High expectations I got low self esteem I wanna bake a cake but I got no recipes Yes I can read a cook book But I don't understand So I'll just kill myself Now that's a fucking plan Never been a better time to end this bitter path of mine I've given all of my supply I'll always be a bust Everything I've ever tried has given me a pass to die Been ran around and taken down so yes I'm giving up Guess I'll give a fuck when I'm a breath away from death I may regret the way I leapt to paint and dress the pavement floor Guess I'll finish up and say the rest of my confessions May I rest and lay my head today I'm ravin' nevermore I'm never having children Too busy raising hell I'll never make it I was born to die and raised to fail I've got no motivation I got no goals or plans So I'll just kill myself Die like a fucking man I dunno what you want from me I'm in no shape for suffering I don't think you should stay to see. (Gotta go there's no space for me) (Geronimo here I go I'm free) Cyanide I need Cyanide Sayonara my silent sighs I'm signing off I see the shining light I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ Flaw in design Awful at best Caught in a big psychological mess I'm a drop below shit I'm a blob of distress I've no reason to live I'm a hop from my death I'm a show with no depth All I know is regret I'm a foe and a faux I'm all no with no yes I am broken and soaked in emotional stress All I hope is to float into motionlessness With folks stepping over my body Ain't nobody taking steps inside of my shoes I'm unlikely to be exercised of this try me I probably got a hex the size of this room And I'm sorry for the mess i left I let stress prevent my best efforts Rest i must soon Ain't no stopping this depression Less I let death in Destiny's delt her hand And I'm through Boom Cyanide I need Cyanide Sayonara my silent sighs I'm signing off I see the shining light I'm hearing silent night but where's Jesus Christ