I've been keeping my bedroom door unlocked Just in case I need to escape my thoughts They're never ending They're never ending I've got a lot of ideas but no drive to achieve All the things that I know I could probably be So I'll keep pretending I'll keep pretending But you know me And you see right through me, oh I know I haven't been the easiest to care for It's hard to be myself When I don't know who I am Even know who I am I'm up waiting for you to text back you love me It's hard to know what you'll say When I don't know who I am Even know who I am ♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da La-da-da I've been faking my way through class every day All the problems I've made won't just go away They're never ending They're never ending Call it seasonal depression or whatever you want But I feel like shit and I put up a front So I'll keep pretending I'll keep pretending But I know you And I can't lie to you I wish I could lie to you But you make me face the truth I know I haven't been the easiest to care for It's hard to be myself When I don't know who I am Even know who I am I'm up waiting for you to text back you love me It's hard to know what you'll say When I don't know who I am Even know who I am No, I don't even know who I am Even know who I am Oh, I don't even know who I am Even know who I am