My discography Reflect upon my state of mind I be thinking bout What I've been writing this whole time Who am I really fooling When I'm saying that I'm fine Listen to my lyrics Learn I'm twisted like some twine Trust me I am trying I am done relying on these drugs For peace of mind They grip me like a vine I use them when I'm feeling like I lost control Of my Life, this inner strife Will strip me right down to the spine Lately ain't been feeling like myself I just escape at night Pack another bowl And I just disassociate from life Love to medicate my mind Thoughts that I can't leave behind Miss when I was younger God please take me back to simple times Found myself on the ground floor I've been working on myself And going out more People come and go But I'm around for life So I must learn to love What is behind my eyes Dark and Light You must have both sides Shine too bright And you might ignite But if you in the middle And you balance out your mind Problems will be little For enlightenment you find Lately ain't been feeling like myself I just escape at night Pack another bowl And I just disassociate from life Love to medicate my mind Thoughts that I can't leave behind Miss when I was younger God please take me back to simple times Just for a minute Admit it I'm wrong That's why I'm singing this song I can't find a meaning Pack weed in the bong Haven't been happy for long You make your purpose Stay committed So your life isn't worthless At times I feel nervous But I just remember I'm forged in this furnace I'm molded by all the heat