Is it my fault that I'm unhappy It's been six weeks since I've done laundry And I need sleep but I'm too busy Thinking about past mistakes I try new things to keep distracted And over analyze my interactions Then feel bad for the way I acted I think that I'm about to break But why do I hate myself so much I think that I might need some help And why do I feel bad when I'm loved By me or anybody else But why do I hate myself so much I think that I might need some help And why do I feel bad when I'm loved By me or anybody else I spend free time alone in my bed Ignore calls from all my fake friends Stay in almost every weekend Cause I can't find it in myself To slow my pour when I feel stressed out And I know that my life's a mess now But I hope that this isn't the best how My life is ever gonna get But why do I hate myself so much I think that I might need some help And why do I feel bad when I'm loved By me or anybody else But why do I hate myself so much I think that I might need some help And why do I feel bad when I'm loved By me or anybody else