When I'm happy I feel lost Without the pain then what's the cost What's the cost I feel uneasy in the breaks I force my fear to take its shape Oh it takes shape I find it easier to think when I'm alone But what goes on when I just don't come home I'm getting sleepier, I think that I should go So I can spend my night hating my own bones My own bones This war that I'm waging It's all in my brain and This pain keeps replaying On and on again, on and on again This war that I'm waging It's all in my brain and This pain keeps replaying On and on again, on and on again Again, again, again I feel the shadows gripping me It's like I'm stuck in memories Memories I wanna be just like the rest I try to smile, I try my best But what's my best Every time I build it burns down again So what's the point when it always ends Time is standing still and I got the bends Think this is goodbye my dear friends My dear friends This war that I'm waging It's all in my brain and This pain keeps replaying On and on again, on and on again This war that I'm waging It's all in my brain and This pain keeps replaying On and on again, on and on again Again, again, again, again