But I know I know I cannot control you Go out on your own But you know I can't hold you Blowin up your phone And I just hear the tone I just can't stay out your way cause then I'll be alone I'm gon fold And I cannot just do what I'm told Wasn't raised to be the best man that you'd ever know But I'm praised for all the failures that stay with me close All my friends don't think that you were the one and I know But I think of you sometimes At night time when my eyes close Think about that time and I'm goin down a spiral I just miss your eyes and the way that you would smile When I'm up in that spine and I'm mixing up your vitals How you gon tell me now It's all in my head No I can't let it go I can't forget Weighs down on my soul Full of regret Full of uh yeah But I know I know I cannot control you Go out on your own But you know I can't hold you Blowing up your phone And I just hear the tone I just can't stay out your way cause then I'll be alone I'm gon fold And I cannot just do what I'm told Wasn't raised to be the best man that you'd ever know But I'm praised for all the failures that stay with me close All my friends don't think that you were the one and I know But I think of you sometimes At night time when my eyes close Think about that time and I'm goin down a spiral I just miss your eyes and the way that you would smile When I'm up in that spine and I'm mixing up your vitals That's just how it goes I can't stop your eye rolls You left me for dead But I'm back and now I'm viral Messing with my head Feel like I'm on a tightrope Now you callin back when I'm up and I'm and idol