And I sorta wanna die, yeah
Lately, I've been having these thoughts in my mind, yeah
Lately, I've been feeling like my heart's on fire
Medicine all over the table in a line, yeah
I've been making hella money, but I don't give a fuck
That's the sound, my money counting up
You could just tell me if I'm ever being too much
I don't wanna be a burden, I don't wanna be a crutch
Sometimes I just wanna die
I don't wanna take my life
I swear, she opened my eyes
Am I gon' make it through the night?
Or am I just gon' fall into the deep end?
She has no idea what I've been thinking while she been sleeping
I'm out my mind, geeking
I don't know what I've been seeing, I don't know what I believe in
I know that I've been deceiving
I could tell that you were leaving
Five minutes 'til the train leave
I can't figure out the meaning
I've been driving all around, bump on the road
I'm too late, I don't wanna go
But I know it's over
I've been having these weird dreams every night
I'm down on my knees, why we always gotta fight?
You like Funeral, you turn a fucking upper to a downer
At least, I got my money counter
Sometimes I just wanna die
I don't wanna take my life
I swear, she opened my eyes
Am I gon' make it through the night?
Or am I just gon' fall into the deep end?
She has no idea what I've been thinking while she been sleeping
I'm out my mind, geeking
I don't know what I been seeing, I don't know what I believe in
I been having these weird dreams every night
I'm down on my knees, why we always gotta fight?
You like funeral, you turn a fucking upper to a downer
At least I got my money counter