I'm a fucking mess I can feel I'm becoming less Existing on this planet until there's nothing left No place that I will go no face that I can see Can fix the underlying pain each time I breathe I'm just a ghost better yet I'm a thought Of everything you ever wanted and you never had got So I'll just take till I go I won't upset you and though I never got a way to leave well that's something you know Holding me back I still feel all your fingers Pressing against me the thought of it lingers It's been producing the most imbalance Seek no approval I'm acting with malice I'll keep on walking and you'll stay aphonic Need that done well I won't be on it You never trust me it's cause I'm nobody Smoke and mirrors we're so unlucky Watching where you tread take back and pretend I'm overloaded feeling so down from all of the stress Like I'm stripped of my youth and stripped of any emotion They don't even wanna know me still conceiving their notion Hold back every time someone tried to say All I'm ever gonna do is live and die then fade I already know that plenty years down the road That I'll be just the one remembered you'll be dead and erode Holding me back I still feel all your fingers Pressing against me the thought of it lingers It's been producing the most imbalance Seek no approval I'm acting with malice I'll keep on walking and you'll stay aphonic Need that done well I won't be on it You never trust me it's cause I'm nobody Smoke and mirrors we're so unlucky