The falling of rain is so fucking odd I hear your name in every drop I feel so strange when talking to god I try to change, it's so hard to not I'm on Ice I'm on Ice I'm on Ice Wherever I go We fuck for 3 months, 1 year these thoughts follow me home I still try to let love become 'let go of control' Said it might become too much, lose touch, swallow me whole Bend, I break, end of cycle When I prayed, didn't like to In my brain finite mind loops I know you love violence There's no climax to said suffering I love blues and violets on your eyelids when you cover them A beautiful silence in the climax of the drugs again Drugs again I'm on Ice I'm on Ice I'm on Ice Wherever I go The falling of rain is so fucking odd I hear your name in every drop I feel so strange when talking to God I try to change, its so hard to not I'm on Ice I'm on Ice I'm on Ice Can't you tell