Calling out your name lord, I scream for you
Waiting for the day that I can pay my dues
Demons in my way but I'm a break right through
Meet you face to face so I can say "I do"
Dim dark place by the river
You told me keep my chin up
Don't question my validity
"Grin, heart face" said delivered
Though that shit had me triggered
I hate how now we're enemies
It's a lot to take in
A lot to hide
Am I not persuasive
Have I not tried
You can lie to faces
But not to mine
In a higher place
When you talk to God
If mine then it's ours
I can't do this on my own
We drive for 2 hours
After that I'll take you home
If it's too much on your brain
Should we stop before we'd hate to
We share the same pain
Only person I relate to
I Would hate to let you go
I'm afraid to let you know
Why does It always feel right
Reasons I refrain
I can't tell you what it feels like
I'm waiting for the day you will free me from this pain
I tried
Ain't no more mistakes get the fuck up out my way
I'm waiting for the day you will free me from this pain
I tried
Ain't no more mistakes get the fuck up out my way
Hands up, my hands up, my hands up
I been steady searching for the answer
Hands up, my hands up, my hands up
I been steady searching for the answer
Stuck inside my head became a fugitive
I fight day to day somehow it still feels like I'm losing
Battle scars and bruises
Purple Hearts turn bluish
I know what it is and know I've already been through it
Wasted you can see it in my eyes
Feelings that I never could just hide
Fucking up I do this all the time
Looking for what works to free my mind
I'm waiting for the day you will free me from this pain
I tried
Ain't no more mistakes get the fuck up out my way
I'm waiting for the day you will free me from this pain
I tried
Ain't no more mistakes get the fuck up out my way